Oh finally I can blog! It's been 4 weeks since I last had a laptop, my laptop is broken. It's so sad, it'll cost RM 4k to fix it, so I thought that it's better for me get a new one rather than fix the old one. I do feel sad, but I just don't want to think about it. So now, I am using my husband's laptop.
Anyway, a few updates about me. I have another month to go for my O & G posting. Time flies really fast! And somehow deep inside of me, I do feel a little sad about leaving the department, although I feel sad, I don't intend to return to the department again... hehe. I have nothing against the field, but I cannot stand the working hours! Life as an obstetrician requires a lot of sacrifice, and I salute those in the field!
Besides that, I am currently a weekend wife... well, not exactly weekend wife, because we get to see each once in two weeks, so life can be hell. But, there are its pros and cons of having a long distance relationship, of course there are more cons, but to soothe myself down, I just focus on the pros... I find that it's easier to communicate now, compared to before, we talk, but not communicate well. After being married for quite a while, we tend to forget about telling how our days go by and how we feel about it, and most importantly, how we feel about each other. The other day, we spoke on the phone for about 30 minutes, I don't I had any conversation for that long, talking about how we feel. Seriously! And... we stopped sweating the small stuff. Whatever it is, I miss my husband dearly... and as I am blogging right now, he is on his way back to Kedah, insyallah he will have a safe journey. I feel happy for him as he really enjoys his new job... the first thing he told me when I asked him about his first day was that his job doesn't involve getting told off by the bosses... unlike mine! Hehe.
On a different note, Tiyah is starting her work soon. She feels sad about starting so soon, so do I, it's because Sofiya is at the peak of her fun-ness! She has started cooing and responding to us, and she's getting cuter and cuter everyday, masyallah. Anyway, I hope Tiyah gets into Serdang, then it'll be like the old days in school.
Ok.. have to pen off now. Tomorrow I'm on call. Please pray that the flow of patient going to PAC is slow so that I get to focus well when clerking and make better diagnose, hence, manage patients better.
Bubbye!
Anyway, a few updates about me. I have another month to go for my O & G posting. Time flies really fast! And somehow deep inside of me, I do feel a little sad about leaving the department, although I feel sad, I don't intend to return to the department again... hehe. I have nothing against the field, but I cannot stand the working hours! Life as an obstetrician requires a lot of sacrifice, and I salute those in the field!
Besides that, I am currently a weekend wife... well, not exactly weekend wife, because we get to see each once in two weeks, so life can be hell. But, there are its pros and cons of having a long distance relationship, of course there are more cons, but to soothe myself down, I just focus on the pros... I find that it's easier to communicate now, compared to before, we talk, but not communicate well. After being married for quite a while, we tend to forget about telling how our days go by and how we feel about it, and most importantly, how we feel about each other. The other day, we spoke on the phone for about 30 minutes, I don't I had any conversation for that long, talking about how we feel. Seriously! And... we stopped sweating the small stuff. Whatever it is, I miss my husband dearly... and as I am blogging right now, he is on his way back to Kedah, insyallah he will have a safe journey. I feel happy for him as he really enjoys his new job... the first thing he told me when I asked him about his first day was that his job doesn't involve getting told off by the bosses... unlike mine! Hehe.
On a different note, Tiyah is starting her work soon. She feels sad about starting so soon, so do I, it's because Sofiya is at the peak of her fun-ness! She has started cooing and responding to us, and she's getting cuter and cuter everyday, masyallah. Anyway, I hope Tiyah gets into Serdang, then it'll be like the old days in school.
Ok.. have to pen off now. Tomorrow I'm on call. Please pray that the flow of patient going to PAC is slow so that I get to focus well when clerking and make better diagnose, hence, manage patients better.
Bubbye!
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