I'm in Alor Star airport, waiting for my delayed flight. I was in kedah for 3 days, took leave for 4 days for my end-of-posting holidays. Oh yes, I managed to go through O & G posting without getting extended... I was quite worried at first as they extend people unexpectedly! It was my routine to solat Hajat before starting my on calls because I was really scared of having babies born flat because the bosses will always discuss the case and find out what the houseman was doing... I know it sounds scary but it is actually good so that we don't repeat the same mistake again. And alhamdulillah during my calls, things went smoothly, and I am so grateful for that. I always feel that when you are on call, it is Allah who gives you the guidance in what to do and how to react because sometimes you are half asleep when attending cases, you could barely think, so who else is there to help you but Allah.
I am really looking forward to a new chapter in my HO-life... Life in the internal medicine world! That is another challenge but I had always liked the subject in medical school, I hope working life is the same. You see, working and studying are two different things. As a student, I hated pediatrics, I found it very challenging, I never thought I'd like it! Things changed totally, I love PAEDIATRICS!!! And... I am having a dilemma choosing paeds and ophthal. Obstetrics is fun, I enjoyed it but i don't think I like the life because the specialist have to sleep in the hospital during on calls and it's not something I plan to do.
Urgh... I feel so lazy to start work tomorrow... Hate to admit it but it's true. I miss my husband already. It was so sad to see him walk towards his car just now but he had to go as he has classes at 5 pm so he cannot wait until my flight. On Sunday, I was a full-time housewife... Did the laudnries, cleaned up his room... And the best part was to waiting for him to come back home from work. I just realized that I miss this routine of being at home most of the time. Last time in Egypt, I was at home most of the time, studying and getting the house organized. In all of a sudden, once I started working, I no longer do all that. It's quite sad but I believe it is all temporary, life as an MO is less hectic. And I am very grateful to have a husband who is very understanding and supports my work. I don't think I could do it without him.
Ok.... They started calling the passengers. Have to go in now!!!
- blogging with iPad.